Thursday, April 3, 2014



Lalithayude Oru Raatri

Ratriyude anthyayamam aayi.Lathitha bheethy-yide nizhalil.Munvashathe vaathil pada paadannu thurakkukayum adakkukayum ..pinvashathe vaathil kooman moolunnu….sahanathinte nilavili aa naalu chumarukalkkullil othungi ninnu..ente bharya arya aarumariyaathe nilavilakku kathichu ponna tharavadu aayirunnu athu.

Shanthamayi uruvitta narayana naamangal sahanathinte nilavilu thanne aayirunnu
Sheelakkedukalde uravidamaaya aa pazhanjaan bhagavathy vaathilkkal urangi
Avalkkee nattil sheelavathy ennaanu peru
Saundaryavathy aaya aa jaada bhagavathy sevakkaarude anna daathaavaanu
Manikyakallu rakshassu arangu thakarkkunnividam

Manakkale appooppan manassarinju thannathaanu manikyam
Athinu vishesha sidhy undennu pande arivullathaanu
Veettil vilakku vaykkunnidathu cement tharayil ee kallu paakiyittundu
Athu avalkkum kuttykalkkum ariyaavunnathaanu
Raatriyude ezham yaamamaayi

Pathivu pole akathamma aaya ente bharya vaathil padiyil bharthavinte varavum kaathu irikkunnu
Kayyil Thookku vilakkumaayi njan ummarathekku irangi
Vaathil pinnittu thaazhittu pootty
Bhagavathy-ye sashtrangam pranamichu
Kuthu vilakkumaayi bhayannu munnottekku

Thirinju nokkumpol makal lalitha enna 17 vayassukaari enne sakootham nokkunnundaayirunnu
7 vayassu kaaranaaya makanum oli kannu erunnundu
Akathu apaswarangal ethaandundu
Kuttikal enne kurichu ulkkanda pettu
Sashtrangam namaskarichu njan bhagavathy seva pinnitta naalukal ormikkunnu
Annu njan school-il padikkunna kaalam
Chettan enne aattukal ponkala ezhunnallathinu nernnirunnu
Badha pole entho enne pinthudarunnu enna vivaram
NJan veettil ariyichirunnu

Bheethiyude raavukal aayirunnu athu
cheriya nerampokku aayirunnu uddesham
Sundari aayirunnu aval
Madanolsava naalukal ayirunnu ente

Bheekara Thandavamaadiya aa ratri njan innum orkkunnu.Mallika poo choodiya oru penkutty nilkkunnu.Achan ummarathundu.
"Ezhunnettiruthilla" Kelavan Melottu Nokki shivanodu shivanodu nerambokku paranju.
"puthan undu kayyil..Pranthan.DivaSwapavum kandirunno avide" nair achi pulambi kondirunnu.
Naaani Thallede Aatta Kadha
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Purathu karuthu irunda meghangal koodi koodi vannu.
Pacha pul paaya viricha thara.
Maanathe ambili kannanjikkunna prakaasham chimmi chimmi irunnu. 

Maaarathalachu kondu mootha bharya ummarathe thoonil thala chaychu vedanayode marana vepralamarinju marichirunnu.Manassu nonthu nilavilichu.

Mattoridathu paayittu kidannathinte kunju olangalumaayi Sujatha(parvathy) enna madaalassa.22 vyasulla marathu maniyulla orange kasavulla ilam manja mundu udutha 18-nte chora thilappumaayi adhithy salkkaaram nadathy varunnu ilam niramulla painkili attakkaari.Avale neram pokkaayi kaanunnavaraanu ellaam. Pathyvrathakal undu annum, innum..

Annaattil pey pidicha pishaachukkal aanu ullathu.Peppatty nair aanu ente achan.Narayanan aanu jaada..”Ente Krishnan” ennu ente amma parayumeppozhum..
"Kochu Naani adukkala purathu undaakum" kelavan manassiruthy
Kaama Keli RaasaLeela Mamankam Kuthyottam Kaikotty paattu..
Makkal aduthundu enna chintha illa…

Shanthamaayirunnu avidam. Prashantha sundaramaayirunna pradesham.Koode ponnathaanu ente amma.Manikya Rakshassinte aadyanubhavangal manassil pettu novu aayi undaayirunnu.Uttarathil ketty thoongaan maatram undaayirunnu jeevithanubhavangal.Kannil kannunavarodu okke undu chingaara vaakku, eduthadicha pole ulla raudra bhaavam.
Pidalikku koluthu veenalundu raatri keri irangiyavanodu oru anubhaavam.
Kayatty irakkukaaram Velayudham ennaanu vichaaram.Nattumburathe oru tantri aanu velayudhan polum.Annaattile Nadhanilla kalari aanu polum ee veedum.
"Nadhan varilla Nam aanu ellaam" 
Ellam kochu tantriyude akrosham pole irikkatte valyangathe..Kochu naani manassiruthy mantrichu
"Maanam Illaa"
"Maanathilla marathililla" kochu auseppu koode paadi

Noted below : “Manasa Maine Varoo” Rajappan koode paadi…VirahakadhaaAlaapanam(Rakshassu Rajivan senti adichu)”

To Be Continued.
Paadathe Vishesham
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"mathamethaayaalum manushyanallee kaikotty paadi" kudumba suhrthjanam
"pura niranju nilkkallathu" vadyar kopichu..


Paadathu pishachu paattu paadi irunnu.
"Melethe bhagavathy maathala thodu, Maathalam illa Mani illa”
"Mathalam illaa Mani illa"
"illathundo?" , Melalar
"illilla", Keezhalar
"Maaathalam undo manikye, maanakkedu undakki vachille?" , oru bhagavathysevakkaari-de aalaapanam
"Mathalam illa Mani illa" , Sthalathe punyavathy 
"Matham illa Manushyanundu" Mahatheede aalapanam
FOUR
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"Paadavum illa,Paniyum illaa,Pathayappura nirayillaa"-Branthy
"pedayumilla pidayumillaa" manassu nonthu vaadyaru..
"Bhagavanaane maanathu nokkanathu maathalathodaanu maalore" Madhaviyamma uriyaadi ninnu.
"Paadathilla Panathililla" Bhargavi antharjanam
(Nanithallakku sambathillaa ennu saaram)
Kuthiyotta paattum paadi bhargavi.
Nattu vishesham aanu ithellaam.Annaattukaarde maararogam.Manasakshiyilla onninum.Prethamanu chuttum.
Thanthonniyaattam aadanamennaanu vicharam maanthe panikilikkum.

kathina 4-5 undu enthinum ethinum.”Narayana Narayana ” ennu urachulla mandahaasangalum.

(ennu vachaal nuna parachil vazhippaadu aanu..sankada abhinayam..narayana narayana vichaarichu sankappedum, ennittu manassil chirikkum)

"Maanakkedundaakki vachallo" Madhavithalla manovedanappettu maranavepralameduthu, kotty paadi nadannu.
Pinneedundaaya pidivali mukhaanthiram patniyaayi bhagavathy kelvi kettu.

(My neighbour had this experience, this pidi vali, she lived in our uncle’s house, it was given for rent…she cried aloud and was found running out from her house..Such things happen.This is not her story.I said this things certain people hide, some cries aloud.She is an age old woman around 45 and she got scared and told everybody its ghost. and was finding refuge in temples.Certain people enjoys and spoils thr life.Tht was Anup’s mother.But my aunty believed in black magic sort of things, when they lived here.So they even doubted it cud be due to certain inauspicious things which the diety seemed to expect to be continued, but was obstructed since she left house)

Pinneedundaaya pidivali mukhaanthiram patniyaayi bhagavathy kelvi kettu.
pidivaliyude paadu mukhathundu.Chundil kazhuthil kavilil thaadiyellil.Chavittettathinte maaraaathe kedu maarathum thalayilum muthukathum iliyilum kandavarundu.Raukkayum veshtiyum dharichu , maarathu ammaanamaadiya kochu parethante chinthakalumaayi, kaalil darbha muna chaarthy aval ninnu.Naanathode namra mukhiyaayi naamam japichu janaalazhikaliloode mukham kunichu madonmatta raavukale aaliganam cheythu, aangya leelakalumaayi kathorthu ninnu.Sundaranaaya karthaavu addeham vazhipokkanaayi paathum pathungiyum ee dinangalil mathu pidippikkaarundu.

Bhrathamaaya pranayam.Unmattaavastayilaanu njanum.Bheethypeduthunna aa raatri ente ida nenjil kudikolluka aayirunnu.Thanka vigraham poleyulla aa mridu vikaaram churathunna manoharaangi, paalappoo pole sugandham parathunna thante meniyumaayi kaikotty kaiyaatty vilichu.

Bhithiyilaake mandahaasangalum madaalassakalum vilakku (light) vaykkunnirikkum.
"paadathe bhagavathy elaaalo poolaalo" manassiruthy manrtichu Madhaviyamma
(oru kaalathe keralam)
Madhu vidhu aayi.Madonmatta aayi maaneshwari pathiye kidappu muri vare aagathayaayi.Pathiye pathiye thonyavaasa preranayaayi pinne.
"MaadakaGandhini nin choondu viral prayogam enne trasippikkunnu thanke?,thangakudame".

"ee vazhi vaa, enne koode kondu pokaamo?" ekantha ramanan nattu vazhikalil idayanaayi anubhastanaayi.. "Maadaka meni nukarnnu njan".
"Bhagyavathy njan" Jalppanam uyarnnu pongi.Manassu venthirunnu njan parvathy-ye sheelakkedu paranju novichirunnu.Athra mel snehichirunnu njanavale.Vaikunnerangal haram kollikkaan undakkillengil ente bhagavathy uranju thullumaayirunnu.

Kathinakal naalanju erinju maru bhaagam karnnoru.
Njanum ahambhaavathode kezhavane nokkiyoreru.
"Kathunna purayaanu, vazha vaykkanda".
Pathiye bharya aakkanamennu kaathukal mantrichirunnu.Manasaakshiyode madam potty varunna maadaka vikaarangale (Laava pole choodarinju kelavan aa nalla praayathil poo choodi vanna mani vichaaram) pranaya vikarangalaayi kai kumbililottu
FIVE
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Nilaviliyode vaathil ‘pada pada’ ennu adachu.Chithal puttu kayariya machile bhagavathy veena gaanavumaayi chuttumathil thaandi purake koodi.
Baadhopadravam aanennaanu pazham puraanam parayunnathu ennu sheelkkarangal undu, innu randaandaayi ee parisarathaake .Mel viyartholichu poyi.Athra mel undu shakaarabhishekavum shankhadwaniyum.Eee shangha nadham innu ee tharaavaattile nilaviliyaay macholamuyarnnu pongi.Aarthanaadam ittu alari ninnu pishaachukkal muttathiniruvashathum.Kooriruttaayirikkunnu.Andhakaaram avaykkoru moodupadamaayi theeratte ennu shaapa vaakkukal.Mandatha enna theeravedana enne manaprayaasappeduthiyirikkunnu.Maadi vilikkunnu aa dina-raatrangal enne veendum oro adi vaykkumpozhum, maadi maadi vilikkunnu bheekara satwangal, pula kuli kazhinja vakayil vallathum nakkaan kittikaanum pey pidicha pishakkukkalkku pulambi moothaval.Maathalanga aanu pinju pishachukkal.Onninum aarthy theerilla.

Theeravedanayaanathu (oru samooha vedana) .Maanakkotta kayari madaalasa mottitta thaliritta swapnangal tharalamaaya thangameniyaayi thrasippichirunnathaanu ivaleyum avaleyum avareyum.
Mathyketturangunnu maanaseshwarikal, maadaka thidambukal.Maardavameriya mulakalum kayyilenthy maranavepralathode ulla mattoru pravaasathilekku koodu vittoru koodu maattam.Kooriruttilottaanathu.Kooriruttinte maanamaanathu.Madaalasakal raatriyude anthya yaamangalil marana vepraalamarinju varunna nee oru kochu kuttiyaakaan vithumbunnu.

17-nte yauvvanam madaalassakal aanu.Kannil kaanunnathinodellam arthy moothu ankalaappode madhurakinaavinte maayalokathekku vazhimaarappedunnathaayi kaanaam.Mandasmithathode avar vannennirikkum.Manassilaayille?
Kazhuthil kayaru veena aa madaalassayude romanjangalum peri “Maanasewari Maappu Tharoo” enna vilaapagaanavumaayi padi irakki vitta aa 16 vayassukaaran, pathivilum romaanjakunjukamaninju kuttyuduppum ittu vishaalahridayanaayi varunna drishyamaanu ullil kandathu.Kanda polalla , mukhathu meeshayum, thaadiyum, mookkathu shauryavumulla , kandaal kaama paaravashyamulla , thadich maarulla mahaa ahanakaariyaayirunnu,bharthaavu sadaashivan enna vineetha vidheyanaaya pauran.Annaattukaaran aanu aa idayabaalanum.Kazhuthil itta maalayaanathu.Saakootham veekshichu janam.Paijamayum kurthayum aninju “Manaseswari mappu tharoo” enna virahaganavumaayi pala thavana padi irangi pinangi poyi.

SIX
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Kochu kochu pinakkangalum kauthukangalumaayi,pennungalude swathasiddamaaya abhinayangalumaayi pretha baadhithayaayi, kochaniyathy-ye bhayappeduthy vaashi theerkkunna Lalitha, kandaal 18 thikayillaa.Kathakadakkukayum thurakkukayum cheyyunna shabdam van kshoshamaayirunnu iruvashathum.Mootha puthriyum Ilayaputhriyum paravasharaayirikkunnu.Vaathiladaykkunna shabdam oru mauna nombaram pole ilaya payyanum.(Madhavan ennathe avante peru).Vaathil pazhuthiloode idam kannittu nokkum enikkariyaam. ‘Njanoru bhakthan’ ennaanu bhaavam.Maadhavan guru sthaaneeyanaakunnu. Madhavan Kurukkukal ennaanathre addeham enikku nalkiya sthaanam.Madhava chakyaar ennaanu bahumaanathode “Melam Kottu Vaadyam Poorappattu” ennee samskrutha bahalam bhayannathu.Samskrutha slokangal chollikkunnathu ente madam pottiya madaalasayaanennaanu veettukaardeyum naattukaardeyum koode pirappukaldeyum hasya vicharangal.Pathivu pole raktha yakshiyaay njan avatharichirikkunnu.Machimpurathe bhagavathy-um poorappaattum maanasika vyaaparangalum “enne pinjile thanne homichathaane dusta rakshassa’ ennu maanakkedundaayi.
To be continued

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